Thursday, August 27, 2015

don't fear the elephants

he de posar aquesta cita. i aquesta foto.
les nenes no tenen por dels elefants
 
"I JUST KNEW IN A QUIET WAY I WAS RUINED. 
IF I AGREED TO BE FEMALE. THERE WAS SO MUCH EVIDENCE
ON THE SCREEN AND IN BOOKS. I READ DORIS LESSING 
IN LITERATURE CLASS AND THAT DEPRESSED THE SHIT 
OUT OF ME TOO. I JUST HATED READING WORK BY WOMEN 
OR ABOUT WOMEN BECAUSE IT ALWAYS ADDED UP THE SAME. 
LOSS OF SELF, ENDLESS SELF-ABNEGATION EVEN AS THE FEMALE 
WAS TRYING TO BE AN ARTIST, SHE WOUND UP PREGNANT, DESPERATE,
WAITING ON SOME MAN. A MARXIST GUY, PERHAPS. WHEN WOULD IT END."
Eileen Myles, in her foreword to I Love Dick, by Chris Kraus


S. Kubrick 1948

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

night after night

on thursday I killed her.
I am new, I am a murderer

sunday, I can't stand up from the toilet
the old one is all digested
endless shit

monday.
a whole year has already passed, unnoticed
and he is leaving again
what!?
how many ends does the sausage have?



Friday, August 7, 2015

the woman and the crocodile

reencarnation after reencarnation
they find each other
sooner or later
in every live
the woman and the crocodile